Autumn Sonata

2009-09-07T15:43:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD, :D
i'm helping this person here blog cause she's too busy.
and i'm slacking.
opps, confession. hahahaha.
i'm supposed to be doing math. :O
but Fern asked me to help her with percentages and now i very sian already, so nevermind.
i do tonight okay? promise.

FYE's are cominggg.
so dead.
my dad just said cannot sleep later than 11. -.-
like i can do that.
NOW i need to hide everyday.
GREEEAAATT.
-tries to be a ninja, and fails-
HAHAHA. LOL.

well,
i guess she would want to wish everyone a great holidayyyy!! :D
and to be happy.
cause thats what she always says to me.
YEAH!
if you need anyone to talk to, or to make you laugh, can go look for her.
she always makes my day.
hahaha, entertainer. :)

/
anyway.
CHERYLLLL. hello :D
thanks for the smses last night.
while you were AHEMAHEM.
i bet you're gonna kill me for this, but nevermind.
please stop trying to find a boyfriend for me.
my dad will kill you instead.
(but scally he happy. -.-)
HAHAHA, yeaaaaaaah,
life is great as it is now.
got russel already.
heehee, don't get jealous okay.
He's fake. :D
take careeeeee, remember, DD.

psssst: "sing your heart out!"

okay,
catch ya later. ;D

bye.

BROKEN

2009-08-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

i know

ever since then

a long time already

but still

im so godamn stupid to believe

that they will change

they were good kids

they will understand

but then

nothing ever changes

does it?

its hard for a leopard to change its spots

same goes with humans

what was i expecting anyway?

in the end...

the person who made me suffer and cry and be betrayed

is actually myself

the stupid idiot

who believed

hahah

how stupid of me

i trusted and got betrayed

i believed and got my hopes broken

i put my feelings into it but in the end

i was the only one there

who actually belived that

this world was a better place.

cause i realised

and i thank them

cause there was at least...

some great happy memories we shared

and i hope

truly hope that those memories were true

but in the end...

nothing was ever built to last.

and the days are counting....

67days left

in the building, in the very room...

that i spent mi high school

and the days are slowy decreasing. 67 days. kinda short huh? but at least its 67. someone used to tell me.....lifes like that so live with it hahah i wanna thank that person.

hell

2009-06-28T19:21:00.005+08:00

If people bully you

its ok

If people take advantage of you

its ok

god will know and protect you

and the demons that

tortured

you

will get their retribution

one day

so dont be a devil yourself.....

you say that its ok and i will learn

but it will never be the

same again

ever

its just a bandaid that you have placed on me

the wound cuts deep

and the scar burns

and it will always

remain there.

I Dreamed A Dream

2009-05-25T15:13:00.003+08:00

WAAAAHHHH SOOO long never blog sobs sobs.......

today:

SEXUAL ED

hiyooooooooo i tel u its a TOTAL waste of time

but it got the class kinda fired up for the lesson HAHA

i was laughing throughout lah

nguess wad...

daffy ar as usual she...

SLEPT HAHA

the stewpit nerdy guy n the girl was so hilarious lah

then there were qs like what should you do to tell a guy "no"

haha Daffy said "Run Away! and i Need To Pee!" HAHA funnie lah she

i would grab the flower vase and pour on the guys head then say sorry ar

mi hand slipped tee heee

Then the counselor stated on the butterfly story which i tout was super stew pit

the guy lah go and kay po cut the chrysalis then the butterfly die so stew pit right?

i wanna kil tt guy now

heheheheheeh ok the rest of the day was kinda boring sat wif farah.a heheehe

Told her stuff thanks man XD

OHYEA here are the funnie stuff about daffy:

1) we were studying together alone at the canteen

~silence~

D: AAAHH!

c: OMG! WAD?

D: a bird "stares wide eyed at me"

C: err...what did the bird do?

D: it JUMPED!

c: ................................................HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

(after 5 secs of realising how bodo she was)

2) i followed her to dental!

going home....at the mrt station

a china couple came and ask us for directions to Robinson Road in CHINESE

them: erm zhe wei tonh xue qing wen yi xia luo bin shen lu zai na li?

(uhm, excuse me, how do you go to robinson road?)

D: har? orh orh err na bian you er di tu "turns to me" EH! DI TU IS MAP RIGHT!?!?!

(uhh, wait ah, over there got, eerrrr.. map (?!) )

C: WAAAAAAADDDDDDDDD yes! ahahahah

d: orh orh sry lah! my chinese fail lah

them: oh, wo men zou, zuo hai shi you? (soo, do we go right? or left?)

d: -turns to me- UHHH, ZUO IS LEFT OR RIGHT AHHH!?!?! O.O

c: LEFT LAAA!! HAHAHAHA.

them (to me): uhh, ni men zai xue xiao you xue hua yu ma? (do you all learn chinese?)

C: HAHA, you!

-we paiseh, so walk away.-

3) -walks in the MRT train-

i find somebody familiar

C: eh, maybe she's my drama senior.. before mashita.

D: uhhh, all?

C: yeah.

D: INCLUDING THE GUY?! O.O

C: HAHAHA, NO LAAHHH!! crazyyy.

4) -we eavesdrop on them-

D: eh, you know we're eavesdropping.. right?

C: uhh.. yeah.

D: its funnnnn. :D

C: HAHAHAHA. whattt..

5) -macho guy beside us-

-stare-

C: (at first he was kinda cool..)

D: -points- ehh, HE READING ARCHIE COMMIC. HAHAHA.

6) D: SO CUTEE. Teddy bear :D

-when we moved in-

D: -whispers-

C: (i thought was something important important)

D: psstt! We're so close to the teddy bear!! tee hee! :))

7) before going to the dentist,

C: how is your dentist like?

D: lame.

after leaving,

C: yeah, you're right. your dentist, IS REALLY lame.

D: HA, see i told you.

C: .. maybe all smart people are lame.

D: HAHAHAHA. LOL!

(you know something. I'm just beside her. -.-)

hiyo that girl ar i tell you hahahahaha

OK SO THATS THE 7 THINGS THAT MADE MY DAY HEHEHE

Wishing you were somehow here again....

2009-05-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHA today was fun!
went to the office to look for mdm surayah wif daffy
lit period was next wich meant CA!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHH
so i was trying to memorise mi lines i kept singing the words on my way
and daffy covered her ears...so bad lurh i sing very nice ok! HAHA jkjk lah
dan suddenly the door open and MR collin came out OK!
got a shock of mi life lah!
hope he dint hear my embarrassing singing TEE HEE
daffy ar laugh like mad lah than i pai seh =.=

we also tried to say it super fast in high squeaky voices with chu yi too
HAHAH
ME: " on the path that leads to nowhere i have sometimes found my soul....!yay i finish!"
D: staring says" aiya! finish before that already lah!
LOLLLLLLLLL

biomedical thingy was kinda cool...
i seriously thought it was blood samples ok!
CHEY cheat my feelings( HAHA copy daffy)
actually the experiment was exciting.
i actually hope to work with blood 0.o
HAHA sitting beside denise and fuzzy are damn hilarious
denise ar...smart aleck i tell ya all the pro science words all come out

then there was this question:
What is the dirtiest thing in the world?
me& daffy: FARAH AISHA'S MIND!

HAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA sorry farah but it was DAMNNN funnieeee

went to eat prata with the ppg(as told by ain the spastic bunnie)
she ar i tell you go and disrupt my blog
on the bus keep on sending me retarded sms and keep on asking me to reply when i already did like two minutes ago HAHA your fone got problem LAH

oh and this is the stupidest thing ever and i admit it...
i realise i was wearing the wrong shoe after i left the studio
SHIT kena so mani blisters lah!

Hope, Love ,Family
there was once a time i must have had them too
home, love, family
i will never be complete until i find you.....

wishing you were somehow here again
knowing well i never would
Wishing you were somehow here again,
wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seemed, if I just dreamed,
somehow you would be here
Wishing I could hear your voice again,
knowing that I never would
Wishing you were somehow here again,
knowing we must say goodbye

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please Begging please
Beyond the door There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven
I must be strong,
and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

i just realised that that these songs have beautiful lyrics lah!

OMG I WANNA KIL HER

2009-05-12T08:36:00.003+08:00

u noe what/ i SERIOUSLY WANNA KIL TIS PERSON: Nur Ain Bani
let me tell you why:
!) She TOTALLY wrecked mi blog
2) She changed all the words
3) the previous post was by her as well...im ot as bimbo as her lurh
4) her face i wanna slap sia
5) she still can laugh after she did all that

STEW PIT SPASTIC BUNNIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ain rocks

2009-05-11T15:00:00.000+08:00

OKAY FIRSTLY LIKE DUH OMG
JUST WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE COOLEST PERSON ON EARTH AIN
YEAH
SHE'S JUST SO COOL
BYE

Crying in the Rain....

2009-05-07T21:59:00.003+08:00

Gosh dint post for BIG time... exams exams
blah blah no time i should do wad daffy ask me to
post a short post evryday ohyea
sry i still owe you Sunny and mi diary......

must you really read it? Chapter 1's lame u know?

ok i think i was seriously bored in class to be doing this
kinda from my brain sitting behind daffy is DAAAAAMMMNNN funnie
farah like bullying me and sarah too SERIOUSLY
i think sarah wil bully me during class chalet HAHA
cant wait man! we"ll have FUN!

ok here goes, my inspirational poems and whatnots:

IM SORRY

Sorry for being your friend
Sorry for the troubles that never seem to end
Sorry for not telling you everything
Sorry for often saying: “Oh! its nothing”
Sorry for breaking the promises I made
Sorry for always making you wait
Sorry for crying on you secretly
Sorry for clearing up the tears and tell you “nothing’s wrong seriously!”
Sorry for all the secrets I dint share
Sorry for all the worries -cause you cared
Sorry for only being able to say this word
Cause other than saying this…I don’t know which word wouldn’t hurt.
im sorry...

ok ppl relax im NOT i repeat im NOT emo
but this is just for someone i think she can figure it out even though shes blur hem hem...

ok this is from farah Yazmeen HAHA kental person thanks but this is for the ppl whom i care for

Every night ,

someone thinks about you before

they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this

world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is

because they want to be

just like you

There are at least two people in this world that

would die

foryou

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists

lovesyou.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,

something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back onyou,

take alook.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

I'll Remember You............

2009-04-20T18:51:00.000+08:00

CRASH.SCREAM.BAM.SLAM. in the end......SILENCE

2009-04-20T17:49:00.004+08:00

jeez hey guys GAH i haven been posting for sooooooooooooooooooooooo LONG
haha guess where am i surfing the net now?
THE HOSPITAL OK!
cool rite?
i cant believe there're laptops there for you to use
waiting for mi turn now.........
hmmm mi appointment was at 4.45pm
now's 5.45pm
AMAZING
SUPER SORRY Dr Lim (although im not sure if you read mi blog)
i make her wait too long i think that is one of mi serious bad habits
daffy nags at me all the time.
FINE. i will be PUNCTUAL next time (hem hem success rate onli 0.0000000001%)
YAY!!!! shes going to buy me dinner!!!!

eewww the nurse gonna stick needles into me later.......O.O
hope i dont get bruised arms...
HAHA give her the "face"

hmmm...today::

went for chinese
fought to sit beside denise wif daffy
she ar...wadeva fine i be e nice person let her sit ok!
huang lao shi likes calling her mun yi HAHA

he like:

hls: MUN YI!!!!!!!!!!
D: HAR!?!?!? orh

HAHAHAHHA you should have seen the look on daffy's face lah!

English: reading time!
ohyea was rushing with art homework for half the time tee hee
farah sat behind me LOL shes damn funnie sia

F: eh art need to colour the 4 designs
C: yea...
F: SHIT
c: yea i noe
F: aiya jus anyhow colour lah

5mins later.......

turns around and looks behind
F: reading her book and the article about maple story

HAHA she pro lah
F: reading like shes very interested
C: do you like maple story?
F: NO. i hate maple story!

hiyo....farah farah

Math! ~again mrs hoy dint come....
i think im gonna fail math
our exams next week but she stil hasnt taught us the whole of chapter 5 yet...
MATI
there was this stew pit loud thunder
scared me to death lah!
thnx for the concerns guys (isabelle, claudia, daffy)

recess!
rushed to com lab for art but then we couldnt go
anu started cursing ms della LOL
went back to classroom n started singing to sarah!
HEY! she smile ok! WOOOHOOO
went to play bbal!
told ameera and ten about the person who slept with her eyes open
WHEN I WAS YOUNG very young ar i use to try and train myself to sleep with my eyes open in class HAHA
rushed back to the com lab again

Art! ok i seriously cannot use photoshop at all!
i jus sit there and stare at the screen
daffy was drawing her turtle HAHAHA
i help her draw the head lor!
but quite cute LAH hem hem

Geog!
FREE PERIOD hehehehehe mdm seah dint come!
did geog with farah
ended up talking about sick stuff
HAIISS.......thats wad you get when you sit beside her

Lit!
ms Low gave us new poems again...
actually some sounded quite nice.
BUT bad news is
we have to do a poem recital for our CA
how cool is that man?
im seriously gonna get stage fright
i cant do monologues
she asked me a question about families
.............not a good topic to talk about
and zahwah..seriously wanna slap her
keep on snatching away my worksheet and kept using mi pencil!
she tink her house sia LOL
got back lit papers!
WEEEEEEEEE im happy with my marks!
i got A2 can lah eh eh PURE english ar!

After school............
ate lunch with daffy
followed her to dental
talked about subject combis
BAH ar! promise man!
daffy came out then she dint know which direction to go
so she blur blur walk her walk there
damn funnie lah
then she bumb into a woman
even the old man who was selling newspapers laugh at her!
HAHAHAHAHA best man!

met this super super nice lady who we got ______"s bdae present from
she was super nice lah!
gave us discount and wrapped so nicely for us some more
GOD BLESS HER!
next time i shall buy presents from her even though its all the way to tanjong pagar
watch very interesting but terrifying things at the fish tank of the dental place.
a few fishes were trying to bite and tear apart a living oyster DAMN disgusting lah

bought the present! its super cute can!
SUBWAY COOKIES! awesomeeeeee
talked about random stuff in the mrt
thought i was going to be damn late lah
lucky now shes having patient

To L:
get better soon ok!
want my fun partner behind me again
although you bully me evrytime HAHA

I'll Remember You by: No Secrets

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

BABOOM. :D

2009-04-14T15:44:00.003+08:00

HEHEHEEEE. :D

HAHAHA, watching Cheryl waveboard is SOOOOOO funny.
she holding the toilet door saying: "'M SCAREDDDDDDDDDDD.!!!!!"
:P

walao so bad lah she

/
HAHA, she forgot to logout.
ohmygeee.
i can spam her blog.
but i shall not, since i'm nice. heh. :)

(:

crash.blast.break.explode

2009-03-25T20:28:00.003+08:00

HAHA ok got this from Z's facebook

1. lavelle
2. fuzzy
3. Shaikha Salmon
4. afiqah
5. Glenda Chua
6. sasha
7. riny
8. daffy
9. Samm!
10. maya
11. farah a
12. farah2
13. isabelle
14. zahwah
15. ain
16. sarah
17. akane!
18. MY DAD ahahahhahah
19. ryan
20. jovi
21. adrian

*How did you meet 7?
Tkgs

*What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
aiyo quite sad hem hem nobody to peace me

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
JOVI and LAVELLE?!?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i would like to see that XD

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
woah i think almost but don cry!

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
AFIQAH&SARAH!?!?!!? errr...please NO maybe good frens

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
AAAAHHHH thats scary i think she will forever hit me haha

*Do you think 11 is attractive?
WOOOOOO the chant! "pretty farah pretty farah...."

*What’s 5’s favorite color?
hmmmm.....green? purple? blue? not sure must find out.

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
6 hours 17mins 3 secs ago

*What language does 8 speak?
HAHAHAHA the retarded and weirdish crazy language?!?! shes 9 man! HAHA

*Who is 13 going out with?
hmmm....eugene chan! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA jkjk

*What grade is 16 in?
Sec 2 same

*Would you ever date 17?
ERR.....0.0 shes my twin?

*Where does 18 live?
he lives with ME! only on weekends :D

*What is the best thing about 4?
SHES awesome and shes always there for me and she loves D.G.M!

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
HEY maya sry for the random tok just now, HAHA but you guys did well!

*What is the best thing about 20?
HAHA i wonder....hes blur but hes a good guy adn never fails to bully me HAHA

*Have you ever kissed 2?
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOO WAY MAN! i think we will be laughing throughout

*What’s the best memory you have of 5?
HAHA she didnt give out my secret, listen to me and said that we were toking about mi mom being tichy and about ants HAHA

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
tomorrow! in school she sits two persons infront of me

*How is 7 different from 6?
riny and sasha HAHAH one is sick&wanna be an air stewardess and the other is loud&crazy!

*Is 2 pretty?
hmmm....YEA! i like her nose although she said its too small HAHA

*What was your first impression of 15?
haha shy and gentle(BUT NOW SHES NOT I TELL YOU)

*How did you meet 3?
TKGS! shes crazy man!

Is 15 your best friend?
nope. but a great fren!

*Do you hate 12?
NO WAY but she bullies me....hmm HHAAHA jkjk

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
wow ive been seeing him the past few days and his lameness is KILLIN me!

*When was the last time you saw 16?
just now in school!

*Have you been to 5’s house?
once i almost went but she lives very far away sia

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
tomorrow?? maybe when i go to chinese class

*Are you close to 11?
sure. but not that super close i think she runs away from me *cries*

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
yup twice or thrice?

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA everytime. but she very guai one. we have trouble talking on msn HAHA

*Would you give 19 a hug?
ryan??? erm i don think so....

*When have you lied to 3?
when she force me to say that shes cool HAHAH

*Is 11 good at socializing?
YEP DEFINATLEY

*Do you know a secret about 8?
ohyea man i know ALOT of secrets HHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18?
theyre frens

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
we have been frens since primary school! and we shall forever be frens

*What’s the worst thing about 6?
she pulls tricks on me in class HAHA

*Have you ever had a crush on 12?
NOOOO we're both girls im straightlaced

*How long have you known 2?
since the first day of sec one

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
i think everyday shes been picking fights with me HAHA but shes nice

*Does 11 have a bf/gf?
ooooooo....farah hu ar?

*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
HAHAHA.i thik she will punch me first

*Has 21 met your mother?
YES its his aunt

*How did you meet 11?
in TKGS! awesome ppl go there!

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
hmmmmmm....i think i pulled her finger too hard HAHA sry!

*Do you live close to 7?
no way i take 1hr 30 mins to go her house

*What is 8’s favorite food?
milk and muffins! and i think she like evrything lurh HAHA except for seafood and marshmallows

*What kind of car does 1 have?
if she had a car i would kill her HAHA jkjk but i thihnk shes gonna get a BMW

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9 ?
hmmm...on school trips?

*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
OH zahwah AH she confirm spend on clothes food and random stuff in one day i tell you

HAHA hey ppl hu i wrote your names on must do ok!
jkjk you can do if u want to XD

booh!

2009-03-24T16:32:00.002+08:00

HEYHO!
i'm here againnn. :D
YAYYYY. (:
i hacked her account. (shhh!)
HAHAHAH. (:
nah, i'm just joking. (:

its gonna be piano sono. ):
-cryyy.-
>:(
yeap, see ya!

The melody of adagio and the rhythm of life.......

2009-03-24T15:45:00.004+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahhaha
the post before was lame man!
me n daffy goofing around LOL
now she is playing the piano
not bad actually.....hem hem
and thanks to her for spamming my blog

ok here goes....
today:

hahahahahaah followed daffy on her duty
c? i SO nice right?
call me cheekohpeik somemore!!!
so sad dun talk to her already lurh
HAHA jkjk
wahhhh the sec 4s scary seh
tell them nicely dan they give you the death stare....
chey!
CANNOT EAT IN CLASS OK

-daffy understand mi thory!!!!!! wooohoo
Amazing! Don Don actuallky understand mi theory tt onli mi dad could understand!
YAY to the rice ball people!!! ONIGIRI ROX!
yea...see what i told you?
u have a plum at your back but only tt u cant see it!
TEE hee

haha i wonder how i can sit beside her. Daffy actually drew Effendi and splet it wrong 3 times! HAHA i bet by the end of the year she will have all her textbooks filled with stick people n doodles Chinese the best man!
except for Ng"s moodswings and sudden outbursts heheh

ohyea to _____,
i duno what happen but please don cry ok?
we people of the world need your smiles!
haha yup n rmb what i said they are no such parents tt do not love their child
u noe how i know?
cos those kind of parents dont exsist!
believe me man they love you more dan anything else in the world
and we love you in that way too!

i'll be there for you....
in your heart
i know i will always be there.......

o.o

2009-03-23T12:04:00.000+08:00

ok......that was hem hem
very easy to guess one lah
she always have a retarded smile HAHA
ok in e com lab now sitting beside her
so bad lurh!
call me chee ko peh????
im not lor!
im like super NICE n AWESOME

flirting with_____is tragedy....HU SAID IT WAS??!?!

2009-03-23T12:01:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOO!
I ROCK CAN. :D
everyone shall go to my blog!
don't read this one anymore.
HAHAHA.
no laaa. JOKING only. (:
i'm not so bad.
YAYYYYY. (:

kay, that was random.

oh!
her post heading was from ME. :D
guess who. (:

Does it really mean that?

2009-03-18T19:16:00.002+08:00

Heyya! super angr you know! i typed out a super long post yesterday!
then everything is gone!
CURSE. CURSE. CURSE
hiya cause of the video lah! so you guys better watch it ok!
oh saw the meaning of your name thingy at all your blogs so i decided to try also
seems interesting....

The name of Cheryl brings opportunities for success in business and financial accumulation.
(ohyea man! i can be a CEO!!!!)

It fires you with ambition and promotional ideas, ideas that are original, progressive, and large-scale.
(i understand ambition but the rest.......err....)

With this name, success to you is a foregone conclusion, for you cannot conceive any reason for not reaching all your goals, as you have self-sufficiency, supreme confidence, boundless energy, and enthusiasm.
(boundless energy huh.....yup and i do wanna reach my goals)

As long as you have a sense of freedom from monotony and drudgery, and can see progress being made, you feel buoyant and optimistic.
( hohohoho i can float! F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!!)

However, obstacles and frustration can give rise to feelings of impatience, intolerance, and depression.
(wahhh so serious no wonder i everytime go into depression mode)

The ever-present desire to progress does not allow you proper relaxation or the proper expression of the softer feminine qualities of sympathy, encouragement, and affection.
( feminine? 0.o ok.....thats a total misconception)

Others may see you as rather shrewd and calculating.
(o.o i hope not usually i calculate rong 1)

Although the name Cheryl causes an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes a materialistic approach that frustrates higher humanitarian qualities.
(woooo explorer! but the rest don understand HAHA)

This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus and reproductive organs.
(Solar plexus!?!??!?! wth is that?? oooo i like the word success though)

Long Long way to Paradise...

2009-03-17T16:37:00.003+08:00

im living in the art of japanese language.

2009-03-11T23:20:00.003+08:00

okaasan gomen ne

just being alive is such a wonderful thing........

１リットルの涙

病気はどうして私を選んだの?

遠くへ、涙の尽きた場所に

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

I wanna scream and get the hell outta here. the word to describe? HELL

2009-03-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

OMG. gah im so hopeless everytime i post will be a few days later. sorry guys.
ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
wad to say? another depressing day passing by
thank goodness for Daffy's retardedness and the whole class there.
shit i seriously hope that i had better english
dunno wad to say to you guys man.
after being there for me and supporting me...
yet im so FREEKIN useless being not able to help at all
i hate myself for that.....

SORRY to fuzzy_________________

omg fuzzy super sorry i was so stupid to take your sms as a prank.
shit that i wasnt there when you needed my help the most. soooooo freeking sorry.
shit. i dunno wad to say to you honestly.
but i can understand what you are feeling right now
cos ive just lost the person i love the most ever in my life recently
the pain of losing that person hurts like shit
im so sorry. but please move on and dont feel sad when you laugh at that point of time
i dint even cry when i saw that person being cremated and that was the last time i could see her
yes. that feeling of guilt could just break you to a million pieces.
but even if you break we will still be there to superglue you back.
although we cant heal your cracks and hurts
but we will get you back on your feet.

to dearest L:

i duno what happen but please please please never give up hope.
once you give up you will confirm fall
we are there for you. Always
when you fall, you fall on us.
when you cry. you cry with us.
when you feel like darkness is all you have. we will be you light.
BELIEVE IN US. as much as we believe in you
we will never give up on you neither you should give up believing in us.
dont lose faith and never be scared cos our warmth will be with you.

thanks brother for being there always but im so sorry that i cant tell you alot of things. maybe i don't have the courage yet.
maybe im scared of losing someone.
but about that triangle thing.
im gonna make those sticks stay still forever.
thay wont break and they wont crumble.

to all those that are in need of help. i want to save you:

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever

I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

quit school.getta job.go on with life.marry.have kids.what next? die?

2009-03-04T20:43:00.003+08:00

GRRRRRRRRRRRR
my body totally ached like crazy today. i finally understand how farah2 feels now
i cant even sit properly. or walk properly. ppl think im some crazy person trying to walk like a penguin.-.-
sorry to class comm members who are trying their hell of best to maintain the sanity of the class
seriously take a break
we will try and listen
even though its hard
our class can work together
just respect each other and not be so selfish
just trust in each other and
forgive each other

thats all we need to make wonders

ohyea sreaming HELPS destressing
sorry to the ppl who had to endure my seconds to madness
gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the mood is depressing seh

cheered alot up for chinese
i think sitting beside don don actually helps
thanks dude for being there to share your retardedness when i needed it
did this newspaper activity together
LAUGH like crazy
i think we have issues with brocolies and hair
i tried to go into depression mode but ended up talking to her every second
HAIIISSSSSSS................ah well
who gives a damn
i think all the laughter i had made mi stomach ache even more
GAH. but had serious fun with D

THANKS sooooooooooo much farzana for following me to the sick bay
although you dint have to be there thanks for your company!
really appreciated it
sorry for making you miss history (although i know u were glad to have miss it)

for all the depressed souls today i dedicate this to you:

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you in the end
we will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made in these small hours
these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate
time falls away, but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end
all of my regret will wash away some how
but i can not forget the way i feel right now
in these small hours these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
these little wonders still remain

Rushin my way to..........

2009-02-28T17:57:00.004+08:00

GAH. how do you guys blog like everyday man.

i cant even find the time.....-.-

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH stupid stupid music lesson!!!!!!!!!!! of cos al days it must be sat and cant even change the date!!!!!!!!! I CANT GO 2 E FREEEKIN CONCERT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

sry brother--i broke yr promise TAT

angry.angry.angry.angry

SUPERRR STRESSED UPxoxoxoxoxo

1) Math homework~since exercise 3.1 ok!~

2) CmpS

3) SYF

4) MACBETH!!!!!!!!!!!!

5) powerpoint for macBeth

6)ART (shit shit)

7) STORYBOOKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate life..........rushing hour sucks the most

eww i sound so depressed (ignore the above)

Talking about the happy things:

on some day which i forgot.....L was DAMN high i tell ya!

L: Eh cheryl. HAAHAHA im so high now. Be lame. Make me laugh.

C: 'thinking: Excuse me?" looks insulted

L: Laughs out loud.

ohyea then there was Oral commsss....................
MACBETH
Denise and daffy rocks at their roles i tell ya!
DAMN FUNNIE LAH
the way they fight ohmigoodness.....pro seh
world class fighting. ive never seen anyone fight like them before.
OUR GROUP IS AWESOMEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday:

Today going to fiqah's house to do project again.
met denise at the bus interchange. the bus took so long until daffy also reached there. Denise ask her to come here but i tink she dint understand. HAHA blur lah she
then we shared some secrets together. hehhehehehehehehe laughin all the time.
we must seriously take a video of her next time. can watch the whole day. will never get bored 1 HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
thhnx sooooooooooo much for the food.
DENISE dont ever DO_____________ Again! especially when ppl are eating.
omggg HAHAHA tt was superrr sick man!
but made all of us laugh like MAD thnx people!
they seriously made my day

Going home with Daffy was even more hilarious.
she was as usual superrrr retarded( hem hem i guess in a good way)
made me laugh FOREVER
GUESS WHAT PEOPLE?!?!?!?!?!?
I FOUND THE PERFECT GUY FOR DAPHNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( WHOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO i noe i noe u guys worship me for tt HAHA jkjk) only one problem........hem hem.......he was.....already.......attached. LOL
this crazy dude that was laughing for no reason and trying to impress his gf. making the weirdest noises evaaaa. DAMN FUNNIEEEEEE. we were laughing trouhout the train ride.
OH i was so nice. i actually accompanied her all the way to eunos dan go all the way back to tampines. How cool is that right? See? im a nice person ok...(hahaha egoo)

HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY LAO BA!!!!!!& HAPPI 14TH BIRTHDAY SARAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOOOHOOOO
jolly days

wishing you guys many happy returns of the day
hope all your dreams come true!

It's been crazy with you...XD

2009-02-22T21:59:00.002+08:00

OK....wow dint blog for superrrrr long. ok..duno when to start.
Hmmmm.....DAFFY"S CONFESSION!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Take a look at tis Its DAMN funnie!xxxxxxxxx

Me to Daffy: Hey what if a boy comes up and confesses to you ar?

Daffy: 0.o

Me: Yea. what will you do?

D: 1st- yawn and say " Erm what did u just say ar? i was yawin.."
2nd- My daddy don't allow leh. How ar?

Me: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

she damn funnie seh. oh and i tink i have something with goldfish's butts hehehe

oh then there was the question on how would you freek someone out.
Daffy start picking up this glitter container and started turning and staring at it( smilin to herself)

D: thats a way of freeking someone out!

Me: WTH!?!? HAHAHAHHA

she seriously made my day. thnx brother!

oh after recess we had the history rehearsal....
SUPERRR FUNNIE!!
i was some malay boy named tongkat Ali aka walking stick ali?!?!? HAHA
cool name by claudia ohyea she was my "girlfriend"
lavelle and farah were strict parents
jace and yuhanis were the cleaners LOLL
we were an AWESOMEEE group man!

ohyea not to mention that lavelle ______ farah's hem hem
HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAH was laughing lyke mad!
yea.courtesy of L
I BOWED DOWN TO HER cant even believe y i did that.
yea n someone was boasting about herself to her junior tsk tsk

ohyea dan it was time for us to go for chinese
Fuzzy came up to me

F: Julian is hot!
Me: Har?
F: JUlian is hot!
Me: Who in the world is Julian!?!?!
F: Ask Daphne.
Me to Daffy: Eh. Who is Julian ar?
D: HAR!?!??
Me: HU IS JULIAN!?!?
D: i duno! How i know right?
me thinking: thnx fuzzy yr info is super correct seh

HAHAHAH.
ohyea tis is for Fiqah-chann i Updated!

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
super stressed
preparing for upcoming projects:

1) CmpS
2)Lit- MacBeth
3) Chinese DV
4)Chinese story presentation
5)History time assignment
6)Math online test
7) Science formative test

WALAO MATI
god i need your help
please help me do some of my homework

Friendship Day!!!

2009-02-13T22:12:00.002+08:00

HAPPI 14TH BIRTHDAY FARAH!!!!!!!!!!

thnx for being there always for me and lending me for shoulder to cry on
thnx for crying and laughing with me
thnx for being alive and here with me
thnx for being that support and encouragement that i needed the most
thnx for all your words and hugs!
lastly,

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND

HEYYAA guys!

HAPPI FRIENDSHIP DAY!
WHOOOOHOOOOO

HAHA..today was damn fun
celebrated farahs birthay
i blew one balloon! hehe
wanted to play ' Happy Birthday" on the piano but forgot the notes HAHA
sry farah i will make it up to ya!

had DEP CA
gah.....think i screwed up
ah well, just hope for the best. like what Z said i will score and pass

Doc Lee called the school during dep
had to rush back couldnt concentrate on the CA at all
pray pray pray pray pray that she's gonna be fine.

THNX GUYS! for your concerns and wishes

this is for everyone: (hey i wrote it myself not bad ok-HAHA jkjk)

I’ll Be there For You
I know life sometimes can spin you around
don’t let the world get on top of you, turning you upside down
Better days are coming
Just remember one thing

Wherever you are, near or far
You know you’re never alone
Anytime Anywhere
you can call on me and I’ll be there

Someone you can rely on
Be a shoulder you can cry on
Anytime Anywhere
you can trust in me
I’m always there

To give you all my lovin’
Say the word I’ll come running
Anytime you need me to
I’ll be there for you!

Sometimes you can’t see the light
though it’s shining all around
It’ alright the future is bright,
and the walls will come tumbling down

Better days are coming
Just remember one thing
Wherever you are, near or far
You know you’re never alone

Anytime Anywhereyou can call on me
and I’ll be there
Someone you can rely on
Be a shoulder you can cry on
Anytime Anywhere
You can trust in me
I’m always there

D & C Chat Timeeee!!!!!!!! (PART 1)

2009-02-12T20:52:00.008+08:00

HAHAHA! found this super hilarious and retarded. the convo between me and daffy.

Laugh like crazy! thnx brother xD

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
eh

Daphne says:
eh?

Daphne says:
yeahh?

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
oloI

TS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
LOL*

Daphne says:
LOLL!

Daphne says:
AHAHAHAHA.

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
WAHAHAHAHHAA

HITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
y r we laughin again?

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
HAHA!

Daphne says:
HAHAHAHA.

Daphne says:
dunno. -.-

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
okokok

Daphne says:
HAHAHAHAHAH (:

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
STOPPPPEEEEEE

Daphne says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
omg...........

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
HAHAHAHAHA

HITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
c lurh u

Daphne says:
okay, i shall stop now (:

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
lame LAH

Daphne says:
HAHAHAH

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
HAHAHAHA

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
OK!

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
STOP!

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
nvm nvm

Daphne says:yahh?

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
yr nxt outing wif MEE wil confirm b fun1

Daphne says:l
ike my dadd will allow.

Daphne says:
aiyahh, you all go without me lah

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
aiya jus sae its wif me

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
can liao

Daphne says:
-.-

Daphne says:
really meh.

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
HAHAHAHA

HITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
yes!

Daphne says:
i told him then he say "think about it."

Daphne says:
for a few days.

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
kk dan i go tok 2 him

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
make him high

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
dan he wil agree

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
OK! SET!

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
HOHOHOHOHOHOHO

Daphne says:-.-

ITS A CHERRY DAY NOW TO FOREVER!!!! says:
im such a GENIUS!

Daphne says:
i also never say i want to go righttt.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH

SECRET VALENTINE~YOU CAN~GUARDIAN ANGEL~WHOOHOO AWESOME!

2009-02-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

To my dearest guy frens of all time!
~J (Joseph),
~Zeee (Zzen),
~AsS (haha..shane)
AND the 4 dudes that have been stuck too long with adrian in America bless you guys!
NIkolas! *sweety!!*
THE one and only identical twins: SHAYDON & DHAYMON~stop flirting! HAHA
Jay *the most matured and cool one*
Avien *the heart Throb *

GOOD LUCK 4 VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!

(lastly to my idiotic cousin) can't believe im posting this...
Adrian be less of an asshole this year and clean up your dorm for godness sake! pity nik

ohyea forgot to tell everyone this.

MDM SEAH IS 75-YEARS-OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

totally dint believe it.....i bet daffy would HAHA
saw the look on mrs Foo's face also SHOCK!
well then better not make her angry anymore ppl

YAY! DAFFY CAME TODAY! -hem hem im not excited ok just a little happy

this classical music group was playing in the hall today
BOY...they were freeking AWESOME GOOD!
jian ming was also feeling guilty that she didn't practice for MEP
hiyo must practice ok!

today was the performance for the upper sec OMGGGGG
it was super SCARY! we were super tense all the way through
thnx for all the encouragement seniors!

after the performance...went to umaira's class
somehow kristine and filzah started the 'ignoring game'
so sad.....sorry umaira
the mood was somehow funnie and awkward
u guys ah! just talk to her lah
OHYEA i owe her a chocolate bar! haha

SUPERRRRRR SAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
couldnt go to the beach with L, daffy, farah
GAH! stupid DEP CA!
so much research somemore
CURSE. CURSE. CURSE

how do we even know anything about the 1920s anyway!?!?!

oh to lavi:
please cheer up
i don't like it when you say have a nice day (although ironically its suppose to be postitive)
sorry about terrorizing the poor snake till it had freeko spasm
GUITAR HEROS COMING!

No Need To Say Goodbye ~

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Till they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

Why didn't you wait for me?

2009-02-10T22:40:00.004+08:00

Ok i will start from the last day eva since i stopped blogging. which i duno when is that. HAHA sorry to all those that view this super DEAD blog of mine. ok i tink i will start when the day i performed the SKIT....prepare yourselves..this is gonna be LONG

here goes,(thursday 5th feb)

BOOM!! THE PERFORMANCE WAS SOOO not OKAY(thats what i tink sry for my mistakes) but after all i think we did ok for our first performance together. WELL DONE! GOOD jOB EVRY1! lyke 2 thank all those that provided me with the costumes~~

DAFFY!!!!!
riny's bro
MEEEEE LOL.

Friday (6th feb)

ok i cant remember what actually happen today. HAHA oh as usual i was late for gate duty AGAIN. gah i must try to wake up early before daffy starts nagging again. HEY i keep to 'some' appointments ok. OHYEA she forgot my DOT on my link. how could SHE????? cries! ToT
oh its SUPER fun sitting behind lavelle( who calls me lame everytime and kicks my chair for no reason.)
and beside zahwah (although she very lame and irritating-NO LIFE i tell you)
haha ain is super 'weird' but beta dan Z-hem hem

thanks for making my days FUN in class dudes!
especially the retarded smiley woman that sits opposite me. XD

sat& sun (7th-8th feb)

woke up at 8.15AM OK! OMGGGGGG it super early lor! the nurses dint allow me to sleep
WAH punch them! jkjk i think they knew i was sorta cursing them somehow the injection they gave
HURT LYKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!
rushed to take bus and meet up with afiqah to buy her new violin!
TRAFFIC JAMMM.....
stopped for like 15mins without moving THNX goodness i made it on time! SEE? i tol ya!
went inside Gramercy Fiqah-chan started melting...DON'T disappear! HAHA
wow had 3 violins to choose from.
tried the sounds out. it must be 1 YEAR since i touched the violin felt weird at first
in the end she picked a bright orange coloured with tiger stripes on it. i thought it looked COOL
her parents were DAMN nice! they fetch me all the home but actually i forgot to bring mi ez-link card heee hee

AAAAAAHHHHHH Dint practice for piano and dint do theory!!!!! Cross Marian is gonna
KILL me! ah well anyway im used to it by now.

SUNDAY~~cheonging homework ALL THE WAY!!! AAAAAHHHHH

I wish I were your pillow,
So you would hold me tight.
I wish I were invisible,
So i could watch you sleep at night.
I wish I was the sun,
So I could warm you with my rays.
I wish I were the rain,S
So I could brush upon your face..
I'd wish on every star,
To have just one wish come true,
So I could be with you.

Please wait..even just a little while more.

SCREWED MATH & MY LIFE

2009-02-04T21:20:00.003+08:00

GAH. Fine screw math lurh. it shall forever be my enemy now.

Muahahaha

i tink my depression turn me crazy.

nvm everyone shall fail together.

today had chinese CA walao the first passage i read until i wanna die.

the beginning wad already damn difficult.

Amy somemore put pressure on me, say the chinese test very hard.

HIYO...

farzana was laughin at me in class and called me monkey!-so mean

MRS LAM is as lame as her husband i tell you! they make the best couple ever!

was laughin lyke MAD.

quite a good day....daffy's retardedness might have cheered me up LOL

Dramaaaaa: OMG we are SOOOOOO dead! don't even know the script and whats coming next all like sotongs please spare us tomorrow MI OUTFIT IS AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

~Day 1 of Bloggin~

2009-01-30T21:44:00.004+08:00

WAAAHHH!!!! Finally managed to get this blog working! blogger is CRAZY! why you guys use this anyway LOL anyway for daffy, samm, ain, lavelle and others who's been bugging me to start a new blog...here it is! AND if you've notice its amazing that im typing in FULL PROPER ENGLISH as well....XD CAs CA s and more CAs coming up guys! Must jia yous! and ganbatte! evryone wish you good luck and dont be stressed (hem hem...especially the one who sits behind me in class) AHAHHA!~