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Ichi Rittoru no Namida ~ Main Theme ~ - Susumu Ueda
Sunday, August 2, 2009
BROKEN / 5:48 PM

i know
ever since then
a long time already
but still
im so godamn stupid to believe
that they will change
they were good kids
they will understand
but then
nothing ever changes
does it?
its hard for a leopard to change its spots
same goes with humans
what was i expecting anyway?
in the end...
the person who made me suffer and cry and be betrayed
is actually myself
the stupid idiot
who believed
hahah
how stupid of me
i trusted and got betrayed
i believed and got my hopes broken
i put my feelings into it but in the end
i was the only one there
who actually belived that
this world was a better place.
cause i realised
and i thank them
cause there was at least...
some great happy memories we shared
and i hope
truly hope that those memories were true
but in the end...
nothing was ever built to last.
and the days are counting....
67days left
in the building, in the very room...
that i spent mi high school
and the days are slowy decreasing. 67 days. kinda short huh? but at least its 67. someone used to tell me.....lifes like that so live with it hahah i wanna thank that person.