I wanna scream and get the hell outta here. the word to describe? HELL / 9:07 PM

OMG. gah im so hopeless everytime i post will be a few days later. sorry guys.
ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
wad to say? another depressing day passing by
thank goodness for Daffy's retardedness and the whole class there.
shit i seriously hope that i had better english
dunno wad to say to you guys man.
after being there for me and supporting me...
yet im so FREEKIN useless being not able to help at all
i hate myself for that.....

SORRY to fuzzy_________________

omg fuzzy super sorry i was so stupid to take your sms as a prank.
shit that i wasnt there when you needed my help the most. soooooo freeking sorry.
shit. i dunno wad to say to you honestly.
but i can understand what you are feeling right now
cos ive just lost the person i love the most ever in my life recently
the pain of losing that person hurts like shit
im so sorry. but please move on and dont feel sad when you laugh at that point of time
i dint even cry when i saw that person being cremated and that was the last time i could see her
yes. that feeling of guilt could just break you to a million pieces.
but even if you break we will still be there to superglue you back.
although we cant heal your cracks and hurts
but we will get you back on your feet.

to dearest L:

i duno what happen but please please please never give up hope.
once you give up you will confirm fall
we are there for you. Always
when you fall, you fall on us.
when you cry. you cry with us.
when you feel like darkness is all you have. we will be you light.
BELIEVE IN US. as much as we believe in you
we will never give up on you neither you should give up believing in us.
dont lose faith and never be scared cos our warmth will be with you.

thanks brother for being there always but im so sorry that i cant tell you alot of things. maybe i don't have the courage yet.
maybe im scared of losing someone.
but about that triangle thing.
im gonna make those sticks stay still forever.
thay wont break and they wont crumble.

to all those that are in need of help. i want to save you:

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever

I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

I wanna scream and get the hell outta here. the word to describe? HELL / 9:07 PM

OMG. gah im so hopeless everytime i post will be a few days later. sorry guys.
ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
wad to say? another depressing day passing by
thank goodness for Daffy's retardedness and the whole class there.
shit i seriously hope that i had better english
dunno wad to say to you guys man.
after being there for me and supporting me...
yet im so FREEKIN useless being not able to help at all
i hate myself for that.....

SORRY to fuzzy_________________

omg fuzzy super sorry i was so stupid to take your sms as a prank.
shit that i wasnt there when you needed my help the most. soooooo freeking sorry.
shit. i dunno wad to say to you honestly.
but i can understand what you are feeling right now
cos ive just lost the person i love the most ever in my life recently
the pain of losing that person hurts like shit
im so sorry. but please move on and dont feel sad when you laugh at that point of time
i dint even cry when i saw that person being cremated and that was the last time i could see her
yes. that feeling of guilt could just break you to a million pieces.
but even if you break we will still be there to superglue you back.
although we cant heal your cracks and hurts
but we will get you back on your feet.

to dearest L:

i duno what happen but please please please never give up hope.
once you give up you will confirm fall
we are there for you. Always
when you fall, you fall on us.
when you cry. you cry with us.
when you feel like darkness is all you have. we will be you light.
BELIEVE IN US. as much as we believe in you
we will never give up on you neither you should give up believing in us.
dont lose faith and never be scared cos our warmth will be with you.

thanks brother for being there always but im so sorry that i cant tell you alot of things. maybe i don't have the courage yet.
maybe im scared of losing someone.
but about that triangle thing.
im gonna make those sticks stay still forever.
thay wont break and they wont crumble.

to all those that are in need of help. i want to save you:

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever

I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you