crash.blast.break.explode / 8:28 PM

HAHA ok got this from Z's facebook



1. lavelle
2. fuzzy
3. Shaikha Salmon
4. afiqah
5. Glenda Chua
6. sasha
7. riny
8. daffy
9. Samm!
10. maya
11. farah a
12. farah2
13. isabelle
14. zahwah
15. ain
16. sarah
17. akane!
18. MY DAD ahahahhahah
19. ryan
20. jovi
21. adrian

*How did you meet 7?
Tkgs

*What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
aiyo quite sad hem hem nobody to peace me

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
JOVI and LAVELLE?!?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i would like to see that XD

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
woah i think almost but don cry!

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
AFIQAH&SARAH!?!?!!? errr...please NO maybe good frens

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
AAAAHHHH thats scary i think she will forever hit me haha

*Do you think 11 is attractive?
WOOOOOO the chant! "pretty farah pretty farah...."

*What’s 5’s favorite color?
hmmmm.....green? purple? blue? not sure must find out.

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
6 hours 17mins 3 secs ago

*What language does 8 speak?
HAHAHAHA the retarded and weirdish crazy language?!?! shes 9 man! HAHA

*Who is 13 going out with?
hmmm....eugene chan! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA jkjk

*What grade is 16 in?
Sec 2 same

*Would you ever date 17?
ERR.....0.0 shes my twin?

*Where does 18 live?
he lives with ME! only on weekends :D

*What is the best thing about 4?
SHES awesome and shes always there for me and she loves D.G.M!

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
HEY maya sry for the random tok just now, HAHA but you guys did well!

*What is the best thing about 20?
HAHA i wonder....hes blur but hes a good guy adn never fails to bully me HAHA

*Have you ever kissed 2?
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOO WAY MAN! i think we will be laughing throughout

*What’s the best memory you have of 5?
HAHA she didnt give out my secret, listen to me and said that we were toking about mi mom being tichy and about ants HAHA

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
tomorrow! in school she sits two persons infront of me

*How is 7 different from 6?
riny and sasha HAHAH one is sick&wanna be an air stewardess and the other is loud&crazy!

*Is 2 pretty?
hmmm....YEA! i like her nose although she said its too small HAHA

*What was your first impression of 15?
haha shy and gentle(BUT NOW SHES NOT I TELL YOU)

*How did you meet 3?
TKGS! shes crazy man!

Is 15 your best friend?
nope. but a great fren!

*Do you hate 12?
NO WAY but she bullies me....hmm HHAAHA jkjk

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
wow ive been seeing him the past few days and his lameness is KILLIN me!

*When was the last time you saw 16?
just now in school!

*Have you been to 5’s house?
once i almost went but she lives very far away sia

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
tomorrow?? maybe when i go to chinese class

*Are you close to 11?
sure. but not that super close i think she runs away from me *cries*

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
yup twice or thrice?

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA everytime. but she very guai one. we have trouble talking on msn HAHA

*Would you give 19 a hug?
ryan??? erm i don think so....

*When have you lied to 3?
when she force me to say that shes cool HAHAH

*Is 11 good at socializing?
YEP DEFINATLEY

*Do you know a secret about 8?
ohyea man i know ALOT of secrets HHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18?
theyre frens

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
we have been frens since primary school! and we shall forever be frens

*What’s the worst thing about 6?
she pulls tricks on me in class HAHA

*Have you ever had a crush on 12?
NOOOO we're both girls im straightlaced

*How long have you known 2?
since the first day of sec one

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
i think everyday shes been picking fights with me HAHA but shes nice

*Does 11 have a bf/gf?
ooooooo....farah hu ar?

*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
HAHAHA.i thik she will punch me first

*Has 21 met your mother?
YES its his aunt

*How did you meet 11?
in TKGS! awesome ppl go there!

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
hmmmmmm....i think i pulled her finger too hard HAHA sry!

*Do you live close to 7?
no way i take 1hr 30 mins to go her house

*What is 8’s favorite food?
milk and muffins! and i think she like evrything lurh HAHA except for seafood and marshmallows

*What kind of car does 1 have?
if she had a car i would kill her HAHA jkjk but i thihnk shes gonna get a BMW

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9 ?
hmmm...on school trips?

*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
OH zahwah AH she confirm spend on clothes food and random stuff in one day i tell you

HAHA hey ppl hu i wrote your names on must do ok!
jkjk you can do if u want to XD

booh! / 4:32 PM

HEYHO!
i'm here againnn. :D
YAYYYY. (:
i hacked her account. (shhh!)
HAHAHAH. (:
nah, i'm just joking. (:

its gonna be piano sono. ):
-cryyy.-
>:(
yeap, see ya!

The melody of adagio and the rhythm of life....... / 3:45 PM

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahhaha
the post before was lame man!
me n daffy goofing around LOL
now she is playing the piano
not bad actually.....hem hem
and thanks to her for spamming my blog

ok here goes....
today:

hahahahahaah followed daffy on her duty
c? i SO nice right?
call me cheekohpeik somemore!!!
so sad dun talk to her already lurh
HAHA jkjk
wahhhh the sec 4s scary seh
tell them nicely dan they give you the death stare....
chey!
CANNOT EAT IN CLASS OK

-daffy understand mi thory!!!!!! wooohoo
Amazing! Don Don actuallky understand mi theory tt onli mi dad could understand!
YAY to the rice ball people!!! ONIGIRI ROX!
yea...see what i told you?
u have a plum at your back but only tt u cant see it!
TEE hee

haha i wonder how i can sit beside her. Daffy actually drew Effendi and splet it wrong 3 times! HAHA i bet by the end of the year she will have all her textbooks filled with stick people n doodles Chinese the best man!
except for Ng"s moodswings and sudden outbursts heheh

ohyea to _____,
i duno what happen but please don cry ok?
we people of the world need your smiles!
haha yup n rmb what i said they are no such parents tt do not love their child
u noe how i know?
cos those kind of parents dont exsist!
believe me man they love you more dan anything else in the world
and we love you in that way too!

i'll be there for you....
in your heart
i know i will always be there.......

o.o / 12:04 PM

ok......that was hem hem
very easy to guess one lah
she always have a retarded smile HAHA
ok in e com lab now sitting beside her
so bad lurh!
call me chee ko peh????
im not lor!
im like super NICE n AWESOME

flirting with_____is tragedy....HU SAID IT WAS??!?! / 12:01 PM

HELLOOOO!
I ROCK CAN. :D
everyone shall go to my blog!
don't read this one anymore.
HAHAHA.
no laaa. JOKING only. (:
i'm not so bad.
YAYYYYY. (:

kay, that was random.

oh!
her post heading was from ME. :D
guess who. (:

Does it really mean that? / 7:16 PM

Heyya! super angr you know! i typed out a super long post yesterday!
then everything is gone!
CURSE. CURSE. CURSE
hiya cause of the video lah! so you guys better watch it ok!
oh saw the meaning of your name thingy at all your blogs so i decided to try also
seems interesting....

The name of Cheryl brings opportunities for success in business and financial accumulation.
(ohyea man! i can be a CEO!!!!)

It fires you with ambition and promotional ideas, ideas that are original, progressive, and large-scale.
(i understand ambition but the rest.......err....)

With this name, success to you is a foregone conclusion, for you cannot conceive any reason for not reaching all your goals, as you have self-sufficiency, supreme confidence, boundless energy, and enthusiasm.
(boundless energy huh.....yup and i do wanna reach my goals)

As long as you have a sense of freedom from monotony and drudgery, and can see progress being made, you feel buoyant and optimistic.
( hohohoho i can float! F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!!)

However, obstacles and frustration can give rise to feelings of impatience, intolerance, and depression.
(wahhh so serious no wonder i everytime go into depression mode)

The ever-present desire to progress does not allow you proper relaxation or the proper expression of the softer feminine qualities of sympathy, encouragement, and affection.
( feminine? 0.o ok.....thats a total misconception)

Others may see you as rather shrewd and calculating.
(o.o i hope not usually i calculate rong 1)

Although the name Cheryl causes an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes a materialistic approach that frustrates higher humanitarian qualities.
(woooo explorer! but the rest don understand HAHA)

This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus and reproductive organs.
(Solar plexus!?!??!?! wth is that?? oooo i like the word success though)

Long Long way to Paradise... / 4:37 PM

im living in the art of japanese language. / 11:20 PM

okaasan gomen ne

just being alive is such a wonderful thing........

１リットルの涙

病気はどうして私を選んだの?

遠くへ、涙の尽きた場所に

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

I wanna scream and get the hell outta here. the word to describe? HELL / 9:07 PM

OMG. gah im so hopeless everytime i post will be a few days later. sorry guys.
ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
wad to say? another depressing day passing by
thank goodness for Daffy's retardedness and the whole class there.
shit i seriously hope that i had better english
dunno wad to say to you guys man.
after being there for me and supporting me...
yet im so FREEKIN useless being not able to help at all
i hate myself for that.....

SORRY to fuzzy_________________

omg fuzzy super sorry i was so stupid to take your sms as a prank.
shit that i wasnt there when you needed my help the most. soooooo freeking sorry.
shit. i dunno wad to say to you honestly.
but i can understand what you are feeling right now
cos ive just lost the person i love the most ever in my life recently
the pain of losing that person hurts like shit
im so sorry. but please move on and dont feel sad when you laugh at that point of time
i dint even cry when i saw that person being cremated and that was the last time i could see her
yes. that feeling of guilt could just break you to a million pieces.
but even if you break we will still be there to superglue you back.
although we cant heal your cracks and hurts
but we will get you back on your feet.

to dearest L:

i duno what happen but please please please never give up hope.
once you give up you will confirm fall
we are there for you. Always
when you fall, you fall on us.
when you cry. you cry with us.
when you feel like darkness is all you have. we will be you light.
BELIEVE IN US. as much as we believe in you
we will never give up on you neither you should give up believing in us.
dont lose faith and never be scared cos our warmth will be with you.

thanks brother for being there always but im so sorry that i cant tell you alot of things. maybe i don't have the courage yet.
maybe im scared of losing someone.
but about that triangle thing.
im gonna make those sticks stay still forever.
thay wont break and they wont crumble.

to all those that are in need of help. i want to save you:

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever

I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

quit school.getta job.go on with life.marry.have kids.what next? die? / 8:43 PM

GRRRRRRRRRRRR
my body totally ached like crazy today. i finally understand how farah2 feels now
i cant even sit properly. or walk properly. ppl think im some crazy person trying to walk like a penguin.-.-
sorry to class comm members who are trying their hell of best to maintain the sanity of the class
seriously take a break
we will try and listen
even though its hard
our class can work together
just respect each other and not be so selfish
just trust in each other and
forgive each other

thats all we need to make wonders

ohyea sreaming HELPS destressing
sorry to the ppl who had to endure my seconds to madness
gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the mood is depressing seh

cheered alot up for chinese
i think sitting beside don don actually helps
thanks dude for being there to share your retardedness when i needed it
did this newspaper activity together
LAUGH like crazy
i think we have issues with brocolies and hair
i tried to go into depression mode but ended up talking to her every second
HAIIISSSSSSS................ah well
who gives a damn
i think all the laughter i had made mi stomach ache even more
GAH. but had serious fun with D

THANKS sooooooooooo much farzana for following me to the sick bay
although you dint have to be there thanks for your company!
really appreciated it
sorry for making you miss history (although i know u were glad to have miss it)

for all the depressed souls today i dedicate this to you:

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you in the end
we will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made in these small hours
these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate
time falls away, but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end
all of my regret will wash away some how
but i can not forget the way i feel right now
in these small hours these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
these little wonders still remain

crash.blast.break.explode / 8:28 PM

HAHA ok got this from Z's facebook



1. lavelle
2. fuzzy
3. Shaikha Salmon
4. afiqah
5. Glenda Chua
6. sasha
7. riny
8. daffy
9. Samm!
10. maya
11. farah a
12. farah2
13. isabelle
14. zahwah
15. ain
16. sarah
17. akane!
18. MY DAD ahahahhahah
19. ryan
20. jovi
21. adrian

*How did you meet 7?
Tkgs

*What would you do if you and 15 had never met?
aiyo quite sad hem hem nobody to peace me

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
JOVI and LAVELLE?!?!?!?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i would like to see that XD

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
woah i think almost but don cry!

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
AFIQAH&SARAH!?!?!!? errr...please NO maybe good frens

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
AAAAHHHH thats scary i think she will forever hit me haha

*Do you think 11 is attractive?
WOOOOOO the chant! "pretty farah pretty farah...."

*What’s 5’s favorite color?
hmmmm.....green? purple? blue? not sure must find out.

*When was the last time you talked to 9?
6 hours 17mins 3 secs ago

*What language does 8 speak?
HAHAHAHA the retarded and weirdish crazy language?!?! shes 9 man! HAHA

*Who is 13 going out with?
hmmm....eugene chan! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA jkjk

*What grade is 16 in?
Sec 2 same

*Would you ever date 17?
ERR.....0.0 shes my twin?

*Where does 18 live?
he lives with ME! only on weekends :D

*What is the best thing about 4?
SHES awesome and shes always there for me and she loves D.G.M!

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
HEY maya sry for the random tok just now, HAHA but you guys did well!

*What is the best thing about 20?
HAHA i wonder....hes blur but hes a good guy adn never fails to bully me HAHA

*Have you ever kissed 2?
AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOO WAY MAN! i think we will be laughing throughout

*What’s the best memory you have of 5?
HAHA she didnt give out my secret, listen to me and said that we were toking about mi mom being tichy and about ants HAHA

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
tomorrow! in school she sits two persons infront of me

*How is 7 different from 6?
riny and sasha HAHAH one is sick&wanna be an air stewardess and the other is loud&crazy!

*Is 2 pretty?
hmmm....YEA! i like her nose although she said its too small HAHA

*What was your first impression of 15?
haha shy and gentle(BUT NOW SHES NOT I TELL YOU)

*How did you meet 3?
TKGS! shes crazy man!

Is 15 your best friend?
nope. but a great fren!

*Do you hate 12?
NO WAY but she bullies me....hmm HHAAHA jkjk

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
wow ive been seeing him the past few days and his lameness is KILLIN me!

*When was the last time you saw 16?
just now in school!

*Have you been to 5’s house?
once i almost went but she lives very far away sia

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
tomorrow?? maybe when i go to chinese class

*Are you close to 11?
sure. but not that super close i think she runs away from me *cries*

*Have you been to the movies with 4?
yup twice or thrice?

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA everytime. but she very guai one. we have trouble talking on msn HAHA

*Would you give 19 a hug?
ryan??? erm i don think so....

*When have you lied to 3?
when she force me to say that shes cool HAHAH

*Is 11 good at socializing?
YEP DEFINATLEY

*Do you know a secret about 8?
ohyea man i know ALOT of secrets HHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18?
theyre frens

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
we have been frens since primary school! and we shall forever be frens

*What’s the worst thing about 6?
she pulls tricks on me in class HAHA

*Have you ever had a crush on 12?
NOOOO we're both girls im straightlaced

*How long have you known 2?
since the first day of sec one

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
i think everyday shes been picking fights with me HAHA but shes nice

*Does 11 have a bf/gf?
ooooooo....farah hu ar?

*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
HAHAHA.i thik she will punch me first

*Has 21 met your mother?
YES its his aunt

*How did you meet 11?
in TKGS! awesome ppl go there!

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
hmmmmmm....i think i pulled her finger too hard HAHA sry!

*Do you live close to 7?
no way i take 1hr 30 mins to go her house

*What is 8’s favorite food?
milk and muffins! and i think she like evrything lurh HAHA except for seafood and marshmallows

*What kind of car does 1 have?
if she had a car i would kill her HAHA jkjk but i thihnk shes gonna get a BMW

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9 ?
hmmm...on school trips?

*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
OH zahwah AH she confirm spend on clothes food and random stuff in one day i tell you

HAHA hey ppl hu i wrote your names on must do ok!
jkjk you can do if u want to XD

booh! / 4:32 PM

HEYHO!
i'm here againnn. :D
YAYYYY. (:
i hacked her account. (shhh!)
HAHAHAH. (:
nah, i'm just joking. (:

its gonna be piano sono. ):
-cryyy.-
>:(
yeap, see ya!

The melody of adagio and the rhythm of life....... / 3:45 PM

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahahhaha
the post before was lame man!
me n daffy goofing around LOL
now she is playing the piano
not bad actually.....hem hem
and thanks to her for spamming my blog

ok here goes....
today:

hahahahahaah followed daffy on her duty
c? i SO nice right?
call me cheekohpeik somemore!!!
so sad dun talk to her already lurh
HAHA jkjk
wahhhh the sec 4s scary seh
tell them nicely dan they give you the death stare....
chey!
CANNOT EAT IN CLASS OK

-daffy understand mi thory!!!!!! wooohoo
Amazing! Don Don actuallky understand mi theory tt onli mi dad could understand!
YAY to the rice ball people!!! ONIGIRI ROX!
yea...see what i told you?
u have a plum at your back but only tt u cant see it!
TEE hee

haha i wonder how i can sit beside her. Daffy actually drew Effendi and splet it wrong 3 times! HAHA i bet by the end of the year she will have all her textbooks filled with stick people n doodles Chinese the best man!
except for Ng"s moodswings and sudden outbursts heheh

ohyea to _____,
i duno what happen but please don cry ok?
we people of the world need your smiles!
haha yup n rmb what i said they are no such parents tt do not love their child
u noe how i know?
cos those kind of parents dont exsist!
believe me man they love you more dan anything else in the world
and we love you in that way too!

i'll be there for you....
in your heart
i know i will always be there.......

o.o / 12:04 PM

ok......that was hem hem
very easy to guess one lah
she always have a retarded smile HAHA
ok in e com lab now sitting beside her
so bad lurh!
call me chee ko peh????
im not lor!
im like super NICE n AWESOME

flirting with_____is tragedy....HU SAID IT WAS??!?! / 12:01 PM

HELLOOOO!
I ROCK CAN. :D
everyone shall go to my blog!
don't read this one anymore.
HAHAHA.
no laaa. JOKING only. (:
i'm not so bad.
YAYYYYY. (:

kay, that was random.

oh!
her post heading was from ME. :D
guess who. (:

Does it really mean that? / 7:16 PM

Heyya! super angr you know! i typed out a super long post yesterday!
then everything is gone!
CURSE. CURSE. CURSE
hiya cause of the video lah! so you guys better watch it ok!
oh saw the meaning of your name thingy at all your blogs so i decided to try also
seems interesting....

The name of Cheryl brings opportunities for success in business and financial accumulation.
(ohyea man! i can be a CEO!!!!)

It fires you with ambition and promotional ideas, ideas that are original, progressive, and large-scale.
(i understand ambition but the rest.......err....)

With this name, success to you is a foregone conclusion, for you cannot conceive any reason for not reaching all your goals, as you have self-sufficiency, supreme confidence, boundless energy, and enthusiasm.
(boundless energy huh.....yup and i do wanna reach my goals)

As long as you have a sense of freedom from monotony and drudgery, and can see progress being made, you feel buoyant and optimistic.
( hohohoho i can float! F-R-E-E-D-O-M!!!)

However, obstacles and frustration can give rise to feelings of impatience, intolerance, and depression.
(wahhh so serious no wonder i everytime go into depression mode)

The ever-present desire to progress does not allow you proper relaxation or the proper expression of the softer feminine qualities of sympathy, encouragement, and affection.
( feminine? 0.o ok.....thats a total misconception)

Others may see you as rather shrewd and calculating.
(o.o i hope not usually i calculate rong 1)

Although the name Cheryl causes an active mind and a restless urge to explore new ideas, we emphasize that it causes a materialistic approach that frustrates higher humanitarian qualities.
(woooo explorer! but the rest don understand HAHA)

This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the solar plexus and reproductive organs.
(Solar plexus!?!??!?! wth is that?? oooo i like the word success though)

Long Long way to Paradise... / 4:37 PM

im living in the art of japanese language. / 11:20 PM

okaasan gomen ne

just being alive is such a wonderful thing........

１リットルの涙

病気はどうして私を選んだの?

遠くへ、涙の尽きた場所に

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

I wanna scream and get the hell outta here. the word to describe? HELL / 9:07 PM

OMG. gah im so hopeless everytime i post will be a few days later. sorry guys.
ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
wad to say? another depressing day passing by
thank goodness for Daffy's retardedness and the whole class there.
shit i seriously hope that i had better english
dunno wad to say to you guys man.
after being there for me and supporting me...
yet im so FREEKIN useless being not able to help at all
i hate myself for that.....

SORRY to fuzzy_________________

omg fuzzy super sorry i was so stupid to take your sms as a prank.
shit that i wasnt there when you needed my help the most. soooooo freeking sorry.
shit. i dunno wad to say to you honestly.
but i can understand what you are feeling right now
cos ive just lost the person i love the most ever in my life recently
the pain of losing that person hurts like shit
im so sorry. but please move on and dont feel sad when you laugh at that point of time
i dint even cry when i saw that person being cremated and that was the last time i could see her
yes. that feeling of guilt could just break you to a million pieces.
but even if you break we will still be there to superglue you back.
although we cant heal your cracks and hurts
but we will get you back on your feet.

to dearest L:

i duno what happen but please please please never give up hope.
once you give up you will confirm fall
we are there for you. Always
when you fall, you fall on us.
when you cry. you cry with us.
when you feel like darkness is all you have. we will be you light.
BELIEVE IN US. as much as we believe in you
we will never give up on you neither you should give up believing in us.
dont lose faith and never be scared cos our warmth will be with you.

thanks brother for being there always but im so sorry that i cant tell you alot of things. maybe i don't have the courage yet.
maybe im scared of losing someone.
but about that triangle thing.
im gonna make those sticks stay still forever.
thay wont break and they wont crumble.

to all those that are in need of help. i want to save you:

Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever

I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

quit school.getta job.go on with life.marry.have kids.what next? die? / 8:43 PM

GRRRRRRRRRRRR
my body totally ached like crazy today. i finally understand how farah2 feels now
i cant even sit properly. or walk properly. ppl think im some crazy person trying to walk like a penguin.-.-
sorry to class comm members who are trying their hell of best to maintain the sanity of the class
seriously take a break
we will try and listen
even though its hard
our class can work together
just respect each other and not be so selfish
just trust in each other and
forgive each other

thats all we need to make wonders

ohyea sreaming HELPS destressing
sorry to the ppl who had to endure my seconds to madness
gaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the mood is depressing seh

cheered alot up for chinese
i think sitting beside don don actually helps
thanks dude for being there to share your retardedness when i needed it
did this newspaper activity together
LAUGH like crazy
i think we have issues with brocolies and hair
i tried to go into depression mode but ended up talking to her every second
HAIIISSSSSSS................ah well
who gives a damn
i think all the laughter i had made mi stomach ache even more
GAH. but had serious fun with D

THANKS sooooooooooo much farzana for following me to the sick bay
although you dint have to be there thanks for your company!
really appreciated it
sorry for making you miss history (although i know u were glad to have miss it)

for all the depressed souls today i dedicate this to you:

let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you in the end
we will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made in these small hours
these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate
time falls away, but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind if it's me you need to turn to
we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end
all of my regret will wash away some how
but i can not forget the way i feel right now
in these small hours these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
these little wonders still remain